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Simplicity, 3 Words, and 2012
I was catching up on my blog reading, when I came across Tamara’s new post at Empty Thoughts, Rewritten, and it caught my attention. The reason it caught my attention is because I have been thinking about words that keep rising up within me that reflect where my heart and soul for 2012 is, especially after my two-part series called, My 12 Changes to Living Better with ME: Part 1 of 2 and My 12 Changes to Living Better with …
If I let myself admit it, I …
I have been thinking about what direction my blog will take in 2012. To be honest, when I originally launched 4Walls and AView 2 years ago, I only intended to do it for 2years because I thought there would be no, or little, interest. Guess I got that wrong since I now have over 70,000 hits and 250 readers, huh?! Thanks to my wonderful readers and thier interaction and interest in my blog I will obviously keep writing! So, that …
Allowing Illness to shape me into a better person
I was sitting on the rooftop deck this week (it would be the 11th floor) as it has become my favorite place to write … and if you can believe it … dance. Anyway, I was sitting there looking out over this expansive view and thinking about a time where everything before me would have been a barren wasteland – something called the dustbowl. Yet, as I looked out over the vast city I love I saw business thriving, beautiful …
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Tagged "Invisible Awareness", consequences, Fibromyalgia, FMS, friend, health, hope, journey, life lessons, ME, mold, Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME), personal, perspective, Purpose, relapse, winning, write
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What Would YOU take?
My friend Mo recently asked a question that really hit home with me on her blog, Mo is Blogging … I think. I decided to ask it here for two reasons. I was curious how my readers might responsd and I was curious if what we would want to take as those living with ME might be different than those who are not ill. This whole subject was started Foster Hunnington. Here is a little about his blog and this …
In TOMORROW, there is always the PROMISE of POSSIBILITY
I recently was having a conversation with a friend of mine online who also has ME about what I had learned, if anything these past eight months of being bed, house and wheelchair bound. I’ve been thinking about that a lot. The absolute delight and joy that invades me when I step out into the sunshine is indescribable. I feel the warmth of the sun kissing my skin, embracing me in it’s warmth and I start to tear up with …
Defining Progress in Severe M.E.: Part One -Breathing Issue
I recently skim read, Toxic Bedrooms, by Walter Bader which I received for free from LifeKind. They are the company I am planning on buying my organic mattress from. I am currently in the testing phase to make sure that I will not have breathing problems as a result of the organic materials they use. In addition, they have me checking to make sure I can also handle all the products together without breathing issues (you put all the samples …
A Battle of Wills
So often people see only what they want to see. Other times, they see only what I allow them to see. It is those times when anger, darkness, frustration, and a sense of fuitility overtake me, that I desperately try to hide from the world. It is not a face that I want to put forward. Yet, I think to not show that face occassionaly would be a grave misjustice to myself, those who are sick like I am (especially …
There is another side of, A Letter From a ME Survivor to Everyone Else.
I had planned to segue into something different today, but the response to my letter was so huge that it just doesn’t feel right to move on yet. First, I want to thank each and every person who took the time to comment and share their perspective and stories on my letter (Tuesday Post). I found myself being taken through a gamut of emotions while reading all of your comments – from understanding, to crying, to embracing, and even to …
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Tagged "myalgic Encephalomyelitis", 4 walls and a view, fatigue, journey, life lessons, ME, perspective, write
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A Letter from a ME Survivor to Everyone Else
Note: This was a difficult post for me to write but one I needed to write. I apologize upfront if I unintentionally offend anyone. That is not my heart. Just to create a deeper understanding. This post is to those who do not have Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME). It is from me, but I’m guessing it is something that many who suffer with this illness would also like to say. So, in essence I guess you could say this is a …
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Tagged "myalgic Encephalomyelitis", 4 walls and a view, consequences, crash, Dekker, fatigue, friend, ME, perspective, write
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Challenging CHANGES
As my readers know, the months that have followed my exposure to a toxic chemical have been full of challenges and changes. Even though I would rather forget about much of 2010, it appears that some of those challenges have now followed me into the New Year and I now have to confront them and find way to overcome or work around them. As you know I have been having a lot of trouble with dizziness. So much so I …
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Tagged 4 walls and a view, audio books, books, crash, eyes, Fibromyalgia, health, Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME), read, reader, symptom, write
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Walking thru these 4Walls
I mentioned to a friend, recently, that I would share what happened this past weekend that helped turn me around after getting the news from the doctor that going outside was now dangerous and life-threatening for me. Thus, my mask and I are now connected at the hip whenever I leave my apartment. And to be honest, I’m okay with that. Anyway, as many of you know, I have really been struggling since Thursday’s doctor appointment. As Toni and Renee …
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Tagged 4 walls and a view, crash, friend, Myalgic Encephalomyelitis (ME), personal, perspective, write
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Weary…
This will not be a long post. Just letting you know I’m okay but I have not been having a good day. I’m on day 4 of very little sleep. My lungs feel like there are on fire and I am just exhausted … and to be honest … weary. I received silverware today which was so nice. I have been using plastic silverware for the past month and then realized they were melting in my tea/coffee. Oops! So silverware …
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Tagged 4 walls and a view, bad day, fatigue, health, homeless, write
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Ready, Set, and GONE!
This will be a quick post tonight as I am utterly exhausted and tomorrow I have laundry to do, Dekker needs a bath, and I have to pack for my flight on Monday! Calgon take me away! Anyway…
This journey WE call LIFE
Change is in the air. I can now feel it and I am now embracing it! I’ve been contemplating this journey I have been on for the past 5 or so weeks, these last few days. I don’t know if I have done everything right, but I know that I have done my best. I also know there were moments in which I struggled to come to terms with all the loss, the changes, and the dislocation, and yet, I …
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Tagged "new home", 4 walls and a view, asthma, hope, journey, life lessons, mold, perspective, write
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I write like … who?
I was reading blogs the other night when I went over to visit Forgetful Girl’s blog. She had this very interesting item on her blog. I decided to play with it and see what happens. I was a little stunned to find out what my results were. Here they are…
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Tagged "Dan Brown", 4 walls and a view, blog, chronic fatigue syndrome, write
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I am not alone…
Tonight the wind is whipping about outside, howling… alerting me to the wintry storm that is headed my way. Night has come and the wind keeps bumping up against my windows, reminding me of its presence. I cannot see my wonderful view tonight for mother nature has obscured it from my sight. Freezing rain clings to the window panels allowing me just a glimpse of what lays beyond the glass. The long lines of dripped, frozen rain, and the thousands …
On my terms…
I can’t remember the last time I cleaned my apartment, did laundry from start to finish, and accomplished all the other mundane things one does to keep things in their lives organized, in one day. I recall a time when I would get up at 5 a.m. to start my day. By 8 a.m. when the rest of the world was just getting up and engaging in their day, I had put in my run for the day, cleaned house …
The goal today isn’t to achieve…
I hoped today would be a good day. I have been diligently trying to rest as much as possible and have even resorted to taking 2 hour naps when needed. Today, my wish would not be granted. When I awoke to the whining of Dekker begging me to get up, I felt as if my body had been filled with sand. Every thing about me felt heavy. Pushing myself upright and out of bed was impossible. Thankfully Dekker was fine …
Fogged In…
A couple of days ago, I sat here watching the fog roll in. It waned in and out throughout the day and then returned with a vengeance at night. I was intrigued to see how at different times during that 24 hour period, the look and feel of the fog changed. There were times that is was so thick I could not see across the river. Yet, at other times, I could see slivers of the many buildings downtown, trying …
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